Chris Brown has definitely had an eventful week, with constantly being attacked by the media or lashing out on his social media accounts. He is currently in a dispute over child support with his daughter’s mother, and on top of that starting Twitter beef with model Tyson Beckford (which has recently been solved).

Earlier today, he posted a photo via Instagram while relaxing outside under what looks like beautiful weather. We all know when you get away from the chaos and really have a chance to look back on life, things become clearer. Chris Brown wrote a lovely post under his photo sharing his true feelings:

“I’m Konfuzed, I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can’t speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. He’s given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I’ve made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it’s like to be a young black “nigga” in America. I always see the good in people even when they don’t see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what’s inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY! Sincerely, Konfuzed”

Just goes to show we are all human at the end of the day.