In 2010, Nicki Minaj showed and proved to the masses that she is definitely a hard-working artist setting to take over the music world in her MTV documentary My Time Now. Last night (Jan. 18), a follow-up to her 2010 documentary aired and focused on Onika the person versus Nicki the rapper.

My Time AGAIN invited fans into the rapstress’ most intimate, raw moments featuring scenes of her breaking down while listening to the emotionally powered “Crying Game” cut off her third studio LP The Pinkprint. The documentary takes us on a roller coaster ride from wardrobe malfunctions to going through an abortion and more.

Buckle up and get to know Nicki Minaj even more intimately than before in My Time AGAIN above.