Amber Rose and Wiz Khalifa are certainly handling their split differently. While the Pittsburgh rapper is using his social front to debut new hairdo’s, Amber has been detailing the pain associated with their pending divorce.

“The mornings are especially hard,” she tweeted. “The pain…I wake up every morning feeling like my best friend died….. I never knew what a true heartache felt like until now.”

Rose filed for divorce Sept. 24 and is seeking full custody of their 1-year-old son Sebastian.